Life's Twists and Turns

I haven't written in a few months: With that being said I have done so much, its days away from my 25th birthday and I'm so excited! I was thinking about making a cake for myself, but I have so many food issues, and food allergies that I have not clue what to make. Maybe a simple cake with cute designs on top. I'm pretty sure my bests will be around to help eat it.
We have moved into the house, and trying to find little places to put all our stuff. Trying to really blend 2 peoples things, into one house, it pretty darn tricky. I have given my loving hubby his own "Man Cave" in the basement. I must say, it was a little deviously done so that I would be able to enjoy a Sunday without watching the Giants football games, and a hubby who is yelling at them as if they could hear him. I can always tell if they are winning or losing by how much noise he is making!! The man cave is painted in NY Giants colors, and has a popcorn machine with all the fixings. Also, all his Giants stuff, and candy!
Life is taking some big twists and turns, I'm not sure if I can hold onto my thought that there is good in people. I have been smacked in the face with a reality stick, and I can tell you it hurts, stings, burns, and makes me want to scream a little. In the end a few friendships may be getting cut out of my life, they are making me doubt myself. And in my mind thats not worth it.
Married life is going well. We fight, we make up, and in the end life works it way out. We are "house broke" everything goes into this house, and the reality of money issues are now here. I need to find a job to add more money into our life. I have a great husband who is supporting me while I'm not working. But I feel the pressure to find my own way outside this house which has consumed my life. Today I'm off to find a job!